this is my hubby and my lil son
hubby is at work at this time.. his shift is from 8am-8pm. So momma and her lil son are at home for the past 1 month.. last week , QI was having his first outing with his momma n papa... we were eating pizza hut.. opss... although i was in my tight confinement programme that was monitored by my ma... i ate only tuna sandwich without salad and tomato... and cheese pizza only without meat or chicken.. i was so happy that hubby let me ate those thing that i've craving since i delivered QI..
i just feeling so bored that nothing else except to feed QI and to put him to sleep and to change his nappy.... i want my life back.. i want to go shopping , to do some exercise , to play sports , to be fit to do everything i want , to eat anything i like.. but now , life is totally change by means i have to take care of another human being that come into my life named baby QI... he is so adorable btw..sometimes he can be cranky , sometimes he can be nice.. but all time he will cry for milk :( poor me i have no time to cook for myself and hubby always buy outside food to eat... i also had my lunch a lil bit late.. sometimes at 6 pm... oh goshh what a nice diet i have.i always hungry but i've no appetite to eat.. my priority now is my son.. i feed him first before i feed myself.. a lot of sacrifices since he was born..
at night his papa is my savior... he will get up at night to warm the milk for me.. (the expressed breat milk)
sometimes QI becomes crankier at night and hubby helps me to calm him down and to put him to sleep... thank you sayang :)
to be honest , breastfeeding is the biggest challenge for me after i had QI.. from the 1st day of his life , he was been fed with formula milk because i've no milk yet.. plus i was dizzy at that time... i couldn't even sit on the bed due to the sedative drug they gave me.. it was so sore whenever i tried to give him feeding directly to
my breast becausee of wrong position of his mouth... thank God it wasn't cracked yet. i didn't use any sort of medication to soothe it up but i had some breast massage done everyday ... eventually , at day 5 , my breast was so tender and painful... and i thought this is it!!! i pumped the breast milk and got 5 oz from both breasts... it was a relief after pumping.. and on that day , my son had his first milk from her mother... i'm so happy!
okay i will be continue to write more and more story about QI later because he is calling me for feeding right now.... till then!!!
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